A Brush with Death

I didn't think I would make it today. I went to the dining room but I felt very dizzy. I fell to the floor in excruciating pain. Still, I was determined to eat the Pizza my step mother had prepared.

As I was lying down I thought "This is it, I'm going to die" This must have hapenned 4 or 5 times and once I fainted, made a hole in the wall and wokeup in hospital diagnosed with Mitral Valve Prolapse in the heart.

Prior to surgery with Dr Corazon Collantes, I was diagnosed perfectly healthy. Since her surgery, I've battled extreme illness, hellucinations and unbearable depression. I lost my ability to study and have been bedridden ever since.

I still don't understand why someone would lie to me and impose something so far from what we agreed upon.

I know it was not a good idea revising my nose when I was battling an infection from her surgery, but I could not cope with what she put on my face. It was not me, and it took my attractiveness away from me.

I understand now bad people live in this world, and they do not care about people, only making money. Dr Corazon lied allot to me about what she did and why she did it, she revealed to me that really she is just a very nice snake who fell in love with money. When I met her, she revealed she had a housekeeper, 2 drivers and a gardener. I wonder how she managed to build an empire on the blood and bones of innocent people?

None of her staff would even consider getting surgery with Dr Corazon. It's likely they saw even worse than what she did to me.

This isn't Plastic Surgery. It is a Plastic Surgeon. The only reason why she fixed the inside of my nose is because the nose surgeon she employed called the shots. The reason she went general on my liposuction was to teach other students how to do basic liposuction.

I did not know I would recieve such a poor result. My mistake was judging her on her word not her work.

There were many surgeons that would have done much better work, but I dismissed them and chose Dr Corazon because of her impressive Resume. I really wish I gave soneone else a chance instead of riding them off for lack of experience. I wasted my time, my body and my life on a surgeon who was a fraud and did not care. It was just the way she said things that made her appear as though she knew what she was doing. Such as calling other surgeons work 'Botched' and then herself botching her patients and providing tangible explanations as to the dissapointing outcomes of her own work. I think her play on words won her the 'fame game' but it was not the absolute truth.

It's sad that this is hapenning in this day and age and people are calling it acceptable. How someone can make money by shattering someones dreams and destroy their life and respond with 'What more could you want?'.

Unfortunately this is the world Im living in and these are the kinds of people living in it. Insincere, fraudulent type people who can make their fortune by any means, even if it creates profound human suffering.

The mistake that almost cost me my life

In December 2013 I decided to see a cosmetic surgeon for plastic surgery following frustrations about not being able to acheive the body I desire.

Me and the surgeon agreed to the following;

Buccal fat pad removal
Liposuction under the chin
Liposuction around the waist
Rhinoplasty revision

I advised the surgeon that I wanted the nose straightened and the tip projected forwards, a slight sucked in look with my buccal fat pads, and waist lipo.

The surgeon seemed confident she would deliver the result she promised. I showed her photoshopped pictures of exactly how I wanted my nose and cheeks. When I was in her office I even put nose splints in my nose to further demonstrate the appearance I desired. Not once did she decline nor tell me what I wanted was unachievable.

When I awoke from the aneasthesia the result was my worst nightmare come to reality. My nose was sketchy thin (it was not swollen at that point), it had a dorsal hump and elongated downwards promptly, furthermore than I had ever had in my life and the tip was very pointy and pinched. I would say it was quite opposite to what I desired.

I expressed my extreme distaste for what I found embedded in the middle of my face. The surgeon told me it looked fine and that the tip would lift. It did not.

Furthermore I noticed a lumpiness and hardenning up of tissue on my ribcage area. I realised this area was not the area that was marked for liposuction.

As time went by, I formed two indentations on my cheeks and my body had formed an odd hour glass shape with my lovehandles portruding out. The tip of my nose continued to droop over time. The premaxillary area of the nose became depressed into my face. The nose began to form into a thin, pinched beak like shape. My left ear cartlidge was also over resected and disappeared into the side of my head. An awful odour also began to omit out of my left ear - the ear to which cartlidge was resected.

6 months later I booked a flight to see a nose specialist who was famed for fixing botched noses. The surgery took in total 5 hours. The appearance was much improved.

With prayer and meditation I was able to activate a process which allowed my buccal fat pads to grow back. They began to grow back and as did some of my ear cartlidge.

Over time I was becoming increasingly ill and tired. Doctors were not able to find the problem. I had begun hellucinating at that point; such as, seeing objects duplicate disappear and re-appear, and fearing family members were part of a spiritual conspiracy to have me 'pass over'. Finally, I sought assistance from a bicom practitioner. She found numerous bacteria including borrelia bugderfori and bartonella henslai - common in lymes disease sufferers.

In 2016 I sought treatment with bicom but results were limited. I decided to buy my own rife machine called 'Spooky2'. I have been stradily treating myself with herbs and rife. I have improved much so, I am no longer hellucinating and the stench coming out of my left ear has ended, however I am still very fatigued and bedridden. I am on a course of antibiotics, herbs and rife.

Most of my buccal fat pads have revealed itself and some of my ear cartlidge has returned. The waist liposuction has still left me with very obvious streaks around my rib cage, indentations and an oddly shape. My nose is much improved however it has reduced in size, I continue to enlargen my nose in pictures.

At the moment revision surgery is out of the question as I am far too ill and my money has gone towards healing my body. I am also smoking to help me cope with the crippling depression and anxiety I feel everyday.

I fear I will never be beautiful again.