The Woman who thinks she Knows Best

It seems completely insane to me, that a person would decide she has the right to impose a different result to what we agreed on, and would even lie to defend her actions. I cannot believe that there are people like this.

My mistake was trusting what I read on the internet. I am sure she was a good surgeon a long time ago - compared to what was available at that time.

I was wrong to trust someone based on what I read on the internet and I know now to trust a person on their work never their word.

I did nothing wrong and I am completely innocent. I was desperate, neive and vulnerable. I have a better idea on who is a good surgeon now.

The whole thing was a big waste on my health, my time, my money and my wellbeing.

I don't believe anyone who does these things will get away with it.

I will never trust a person again.

Knowing that people care much more about fulfilling their selfish desires than serving others.

I assumed people would be like me and do their best to serve others.

I gave her my trust and in the end she did what was more convenient for her.

Did she expect me to walk away looking like that and not say anything?

Conditions don't improve in those countries because they are passive and just allow people to do bad things.

They call this 'having a good heart'.

It's their acceptance of god awful things that makes their country a worse place to live. The fact that they are so neive and would revere a person like that makes me assume Phillipinos are of a lesser intelligence.

I know now thats a terrible place to go to and I would never do it again.

Obviously some countries are more advanced than others, and merely being polite doesn't make you a better person.

No I do not trust Phillipinos from abroad who seem very nice but are brutally self serving. I am not one to discredit all Phillipinos as I have met and have one in my family who are very sincere and kind. It was my Phillipino friend who took me in when I had no place to stay; and as she said, there are snakes in every race.

Finding Acceptance

What is done is done and there is not much to do about it.

After that experience I will never trust a person ever again, especially not with my body unless I have to.

The truth is, this woman just wanted to do what was most convenient for her that her collegues would approve of.

The nose imposition was her collegues decision, the 'general' liposuction was to entertain two graduates on how to perform liposuction. And emptying the buccals out was just more convenient than a minor resection.

Its not to say she didn't put time and effort on my nose. But it was a totally dysmorphic vision. I have more photos where you can see after the tipped drooped more.

I really do question Phillipinos level of intelligence to revere a person who does low standard work. But I guess she was ahead of her time when the Plastic Surgery Era began.l in the Philippines.

The fact that level of imposition is accepted makes me understand one of the differences between 'third world' and 'first world'.

Ive done allot of meditation and frequency therapy to recover from the suffering. I will never trust a plastic surgeon again, unless I absolutely must. If I could change the past; I would only trust god with my body.

I had no idea I bought into this deceptive reality and believed people cared. The love of money is to great for others to love God.

The second hardest thing through all of this is staring at the mirror; knowing myself was taken away from me. When I made this decision I was in dire straights and desperate to be beautiful. I should have known better than to trust what I read on the internet.

The hardest thing, is having faith that I can look like me again.

Even if I have to transform every part of me to light. I will do so; I will find a way.

I believe in karma.

Something incredible hapenned to me recently. That was revealed to me, that nobody gets away with anything and that this reality is more illusionary than we know. Especially appearances. I know Dr Corazon Collantes will get karma for what she did and I really feel sorry for her, because I know she will come back and experience it herself.