Well thats it

I'm losing control over my body and the bad smell is re-appearing to my left ear. I don't have the energy to keep getting tests and antibiotics make me sick. I guess this insane woman was allowed to disfigure me, make me sick and leave me for dead, and she gets away with it.

I can't believe this is the kind of world I'm living in, and these kinds of decietful selfish, greedy people are what I'm dealing with.

No lawyer wants to help me unless I pay them allot of money, which I don't have. I'm desperately spending everything I have to try to get better.

It's time for me to let go and let nature finish me off. I hope Dr Corazon collantes feels proud of her quick botch lipo, and humpy droopy nose impositions. I never would have thought, if philipinos think she is a great surgeon then either they have extremely low standards or they are highly unintelligent people.

These people are so bad and so selfish, when they do something wrong they do nothing but try to cover their tracks. In all honestly, I wish Dra. CORAZON COLLANTES lifetimes of extreme pain, suffering and hardship and if I survive, I don't want anything to do with people. I prefer to live alone in the hills, away from people.

I am truly hurt and scarred, and most the lawyers in the Philippines are entirely too self interested to help.

What a bad, horrible and nasty person. What a terrible choice. Nobody would expect to come out looking worse and become extremely sick as the result of a surgeons who cuts corners to increase their profit. Lies, and hires cheap surgeons to do her work.

I want everyone to know, Dr Corazon is a bad person and an unethical surgeon and she should never have been allowed to keep her license. God saw everything she did, and all her lies to cover herself. All to save a buck. Geez. So done with this world. How can people like that be allowed to do what they do, and how could I have been so stupid to buy into her delusion.

Bedridden

I know I got an infection from the Philippines as I've been bedridden since the surgery. Before my surgery there, I was studying part time.

Now I'm in bed all day. I'm very scared of what my body will look like when I lose weight, as the liposuction was performed completely unproportionally. I found one person in the Domican Republic who does superb work, but even if I could afford it, which I can't right now. I'm far too sick for surgery.

If I had only not made that choice. I regret judging my surgeon on her reputation as opposed to her actual work. It's not difficult to decieve people.

I'm taking anti parasitic herbs, liver cleansing herbs and oregano essential oil as it is a natural antibiotic. I have been rifing the lyme infections; babesia, ehrlichia, bartonella, borrelia, mycoplasma. However I can't seem to find the problem that has made me so sick. I am too exhausted to get further blood tests, and I remain bedridden for the time being.

I think I was very neive to believe this woman in the Philippines. I think people these days care more about money than people.

Im seeing a bicom therapist so I can get a printout of what infections im dealing with.

My buccal fat pads are still growing back; I'm very thankful for that. Unfortunately im not seeing much success growing back the fat on my body. I can't believe I am living im a world where people are allowed to do what my plastic surgeon did and get away with it.

If I could recover I would want to go to the Philippines and take this woman to court. But with the current state of my health this is impossible. I know there must be a good, ethical, affordable god serving lawyer in manilla who is well versed in medical malpractice and would want to help.

I continue to meditate and pray that I no longer live in a world of deceit and injustice. I have called upon the holy fire to help purify me and the world. I want to live in a fair and just society where we care more about helping people than building our own empire.